I spent the day with myself because I couldn’t decide who to hangout with. I rode to the cows this morning, they really are beautiful creatures and are so friendly. I then walked a few miles to the graveyard near the center of town and wrote things all over the trees in the back.
I’ve had such a good summer. I’ve met so many people who have just been so warm and welcoming. Even though so many things that could’ve went wrong went wrong, I guess you could say it was all worth it. All I’m asking for in life is experience. There are so many things I never thought I’d go through this summer, but I did. I’ve dealt with the most amount of drama I’ve ever dealt with before, and I realized it’s because some of the people I surrounded myself with. Therefore I know how to fix it, I just have to move on. I wish I got to see my family more often, and I feel bad because I was always leaving. My summer with my family has consisted of beaches and bike rides, my favorite. I love them. I really wish my brother was here so we could go play outside or something like we usually do on the last day of summer, but he’s at a friend’s house. I also wish I saw my bestfriends more often, but I guess this summer was for me to take a step back, and see who else is out there. Great people are out there, but I really did miss my closest friends. I’ve also learned that really and truly, you can only speak from experience. I’ve had my boyfriend cheat on me with one of my closest friends, but I am forgiving both of them. Mainly because I really like being with him, and it’s only fair that I forgive her, too. It’s okay. Life goes on. People that have never had something like this happen to them don’t really have the right to say what I’m doing is stupid. I appreciate those who have been there for me, understand what I’m going through, and support my decision. Real friends, even if I don’t know them all too well. It still means a lot. I used to claim that I had no emotions…but I was so wrong. I’ve developed real feelings for real things. I am now a real person. It’s nice to actually live through things, and experience them, no matter how tough it may be. Experience. Yesterday I spent the day with my boyfriend and I liked going through the parklands, which he had been asking me to do with him since I met him. I’m really sad that this summer has come to an end, but I’d like to say summer of 2010 has been worth it.