A sullen walk to the steeple top to look over the city. He carves his name in that old brass bell, so when it rings he can hear it in hell. One last look to that western sky, one last wish he could have changed his life.
1.) I’m very sorry, you gave me the best advice I could have possibly received then and I listened and appreciated it but I still went against that and now I wish I never did but even though you’re nice to me I’m still not sure if you actually hate my guts but I’d understand if you did but I wouldn’t want that and I’m also sorry for accidentally being a jerk before I just look like a really bad person which sucks and is another mistake I made
2.) This really sucks and I miss you and we just need to talk about things but that will probably never happen just because of everything but we probably both want that but hell I don’t know if you do anymore because I don’t know you anymore and you don’t know me but we’re probably just the same
3.) I also really miss you too but we’re getting close once more and I want to be bestfriends again and the beginning of last summer with you was awesome
4.) I feel bad, if you actually knew what went through my mind you’d be crushed but I guess you did it to yourself, and it’s actually driving me crazy because I have absolutely no idea whatsoever what to do about it so I will continue to do nothing until I feel confident with a solution