Actually, what I’ve been trying to say this whole time is that if I decided not to talk to anyone at all, none of my friends would talk to me. I’d at least like a reason, last time I checked friendships are supposed to be mutual and I’m getting really sick of it.
There’s no one left, really. I’ve been close to people and they’ve taken up the liberty to care less. The only person that has been consistently there for me is moving and our relationship will most likely be destroyed. It’s unnerving to wonder if your best friends even look at you in the same way. Why do I even bother? I have no idea. I need people that are there for me. A year ago I was so secure and could not have been happier with anything. How the hell did this happen? It’s all so obvious.